Childbirth, The Good, The Bad and The Ugly
I just couldn’t stop thinking, while I was in that delivery room, that this should have been Denise.
There's nothing worse than having a child by someone you don't love. Even worse, to be in the delivery room while they're giving birth, seeing all the nasty details of it. I'm not saying child birth isn't a beautiful thing, I'm just saying when it's between two people that love each other and are committed, devoted, and bringing forth new life out of that love, its the most beautiful thing in the world.When you have a baby from a ghetto rat, someone you have no emotional connection with, and the outcome from that is a baby, the experience isn't so beautiful. In fact, that shit is nasty. I had to stand there with this no good bitch acting like it was her first child, when it was really her fourth.
Then I had to watch her take a shit on herself and watch four or five doctors put their hands and fingers up in her vagina measuring how wide it had expanded. Then I had to watch a human being come out of her vagina all covered in blood and bodily fluids. It wasn't pretty. Finally, I had to watch this nasty ass placenta drop out of her. During all of this I had no emotion, but the kicker was that I had to act like I gave a fuck. The only good emotion I felt during that four hour period was when I saw it was a boy.
Anybody know what I'm talking about? Or am I the only muthafucker out her that had a baby by a person I didn't like?
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